Tuesday, October 15, 2019

M/M: Unrequited: Catullus 99


Unrequited: Stolen Kisses and the Consequences

Name: Catullus

Date:  84 – 54 BCE

Region:  Verona / Cisalpine Gaul [modern northern Italy]

Citation:  Poem 99

While you were distracted, sweet Juventius,
I stole a kiss from you.

It was sweeter than the sweetest honey.
But I didn't get away with it, for the next hour
I felt utterly tortured and alone.

For although I tried to apologize, my tears could not
Temper an ounce of your savage response.
As soon as I did it, you wiped the kiss off your lips,
Rubbing it off with each and every finger
So not a trace of my lips remained on yours,
As if I were contaminated and dirty.
You didn't hesitate to hurt me,

As I suffered from a love unreturned.
You tortured me in every way,
And now you turned a kiss, once as sweet to me as honey
Into something sad, the bitterest poison.
So now I've learned my lesson, I've paid my penalty,
And I’ll never steal another kiss again.


Unrequited: Stolen Kisses and the Consequences

Surripui tibi, dum ludis, mellite Juventi,

suaviolum dulci dulcius ambrosia.

Verum id non impune tuli: namque amplius horam

suffixum in summa me memini esse cruce,

dum tibi me purgo, nec possum fletibus ullis

tantillum vestrae demere saevitiae.

Nam simul id factum est, multis diluta labella

guttis abstersti omnibus articulis,

ne quicquam nostro contractum ex ore maneret,

tamquam commictae spurca saliva lupae.

Praeterea infesto miserum me tradere amori

non cessati omnique excruciare modo,

ut mi ex ambrosia mutatum iam foret illud

suaviolum tristi tristius elleboro.

Quam quoniam poenam misero proponis amori,

numquam iam posthac basia surripiam.  



Catullus [Gaius Valerius Catullus; 84 – 54 BCE, modern Italy] was a Roman statesman born in Verona [modern Italy] who lived during the tumultuous last days of the Roman Republic.  His poetry offers rare insight into the lives of people who lived during his time period. Like Propertius and Tibullus, Catullus used a pseudonym for the objects of his attention; many of his love poems were addressed to either “Lesbia” or “Juventius.”